![]() I've continued through life seeing mind boggling displays of social acceptance for dependency on alcohol that is so so so very far from healthy. In regards to that (other people's influence on your life) fuck them. ![]() There are several layers to weed relating to depression. Simultaneously I felt horribly conflicted that I was becoming a 'lazy stupid stoner' that surely everyone around me was judging me for. Weed was my only friend so many nights, quietly waiting for me to help the day fade from my mind. My college career has been one long saga between weed and self perception at times. Sleeping, eating, nightmares, concentration. There are a lot of symptoms of depression topical effects of weed can treat. ![]() Okay, depressed person used to smoke err'day. If anyone could give me some advice I would greatly appreciate it. I was wondering if anyone had the same things happen to them when they quit smoking after such a prolonged use. These are just some of the symptoms I've been experiencing. Starting to slur my words, and almost sound like I am drunk. Meaning that I look at things as though I were watching TV, hear things as if from a speaker. I feel like I am experiencing life outside of it. When I wake up in the morning I have no sense worth, I get really depressed and lonely of my situation. More self conscious of people knowing I used to smoke bud. I've been finding just about everything to be annoying and irritating. increased aggression towards people who don't really deserve it. anxiety that I wasted all my time and didn't retain enough in my other coursed because I was smoking so much at the time. Here are some of the symptoms I have been experiencing upon quitting smoking: And the more I study, alone in the library, the more depressed I get. I will admit that my habit of smoking isn't the only factor in failing the course, but it is a real hinder in trying to improve my study routine. My family is supportive of my decision, though I feel like the odd man out due to them all smoking weed and taking other various drugs. When I sit down in the library to study for prolonged hours, my mind seems to race and random thoughts keep popping up in my head, like my mind is on overdrive. I quit cold-turkey so to speak(I hate saying that phrase, sounds odd), and it seems that my cognitive function has gotten even worse. That gave me the incentive to stop smoking weed, and study my ass off over the summer to have another go at the class. This past year I hit a reality check taking my transfer level physics course at my local college and failing miserably. As you can guess it has taken its toll over the years. ![]() So I've been smoking weed almost everyday for almost 7 years now. If you need to talk to someone at once, you may want to take a look at the hotlines list from /r/SuicideWatch We can't guarantee an immediate response, and there are times when this subreddit is relatively quiet. Please message us and we'll look into it. If your post or comment is not appearing, it may have been removed for a rule violation or it may be stuck in the filter. Please click "report" to let us know of any inappropriate content you see here - we'd like to know and handle it as soon as we can. Most people are surprised by at least some of our policies so please read all of them carefully before jumping in. It might seem that we have a lot of rules, but we've found they're all necessary to maintain as much emotional and physical safety as possible. If you've lost someone to suicide, /r/SuicideBereavement is the best community to get support. If you want to talk about thoughts or risk of suicide, please post at /r/SuicideWatch. Posts here need to be support requests specifically related to depression, and comments need to be supportive of the OP. Depression is both important and difficult to talk about so focus is essential. We offer a peer-support space for anyone dealing with a depressive disorder in themselves or someone close to them.
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